I'm done with all of the old, depressing bullcrap. No more. This is a new start to a new Megan.
It's only after you've lost everything, that you're free to do anything. -Chuck Palahniuk
This quote is relevant because (dun dun dun)...I lost my job on Thursday. Well why did I go and do a thing like that? (Seems to be a common response from my family members.) You know, I just decided that the work force was done with me. I've put in my 8 years (out of 22 years alive) in the workforce. I think It's time for me to be done with it. (NOPE.)
But really. Shit happens, and we move on. And, as of now, I am moving on. API can suck my countertops. I'm done with them. (Totally fine by me. I hated that job anyway.) So, for now, it's back to government assistance and not having nice things for awhile. I'm honestly..okay with that. In some weird, fucked up way. I hate it. Don't get me wrong, it still sucks. But I'm okay with it. When I fall down like this, I realize what I had before and I stop taking so much for granted. I start appreciating things again. So maybe I should fuck up my life every 10-15 years and start over. Or, you know, whenever I get bored. (Which would, unfortunately, be far more frequent than one would like to imagine.)
It's like a new start. I could be a fireman(woman), or a painter, or a hooker. Orrrr something far less complicated. (With 40+ hours a week and insurance benefits.)
I don't know. But this is it. This is where I turn everything I knew before, and make it huge.
Megan
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